her

darkness, thats all you can see.  in this environment what you hear matters more, but, the loud hum of silence engulfs you.  you feel the heat so lightly it's more like the thought of heat.  you lay still like the air around you.  why did you come back, what were you really thinking when you made this decision.  the same thing and the same thing,  you couldn't stop even if you wanted to and you sure don't want to.  what else would you be doing, you knew better than anyone what  waited for you at the end of all this.  it was underway by now.  so here you are waiting for whats next, it will determine which route to take.  the endgame would not change, just the journey.  after all thats what matters, the journey  its the dash on your tombstone. the choices i make very soon can not be second guessed.....

do you comprehend?

the importance of that question is many times lost on the very ones the question is asked of.  when this question is posed, it's usually  because something happened that made you say to yourself, "damn he must not know better"  the ability to comprehend is a lost art .  your scope of things has to broaden, everything you come in contact with becomes an opportunity.  what we take from every encounter is simply, information.  that information is then used as reference material.  this material is what we mold into our thoughts, this is what is used to comprehend.  everyday should be an opportunity to expand your scope.  all eyes have to be opened and focused on the things we come in contact with, ears should be used more than mouths.  try it, you will be amazed to find out how much you learn just listening.  now i understand the art of conversing is what humans are made of and you'd be hard pressed to find many people willing to listen before they talk.  i enjoy a good back and forth. many of us just want to know what the others are doing over there.  it's not often you find people willing to engage in something a little more than the usual stuff.  when you do find these people it is a beautiful thing.  to put something out there and get the response you were actually looking for is mind blowing on a level many of us will never reach. in this e-age were living in it becomes harder to decimate facts from fiction.  we are now getting most of our information by pixels, things that we cant touch hear or taste.  the old adage "seeing is believing" seems to not be important these days.  i believe touch , taste, hear are the things we miss out on more and more these days.