her

darkness, thats all you can see.  in this environment what you hear matters more, but, the loud hum of silence engulfs you.  you feel the heat so lightly it's more like the thought of heat.  you lay still like the air around you.  why did you come back, what were you really thinking when you made this decision.  the same thing and the same thing,  you couldn't stop even if you wanted to and you sure don't want to.  what else would you be doing, you knew better than anyone what  waited for you at the end of all this.  it was underway by now.  so here you are waiting for whats next, it will determine which route to take.  the endgame would not change, just the journey.  after all thats what matters, the journey  its the dash on your tombstone. the choices i make very soon can not be second guessed.....